Ellen

I really liked the girl at the end who married as an exchange student her English teacher in Hungary.

The 1st boy was always on spot with how well he behaved.  It was amazing.  He wanted to get down to business and be good to the right people.

Ellen seemed okay.  Hope things are going well for her.

TV

Ellen

I need to get

Bella Thorne's book next time I get around to the mall with money.  By next week.  It looks advanced for smart people who grew up.  I don't know much about reading.

Plan

to get in physical shape rather than study music right now in college

seeing if adult gymnastics once a week opens up - 1 hour

I also go to Disney once a week.

I was gonna move into a college dorm.  I'm hoping to make it in the entertainment world, selling my book and singing for now, but the book is only 15 pages long.

I've been rubbing it in myself to myself.  :)

Apology

for times I thought rude things, didn't mean to or didn't know..

(music from Strange Magic)

This sounds a lot like Jersey Boys.

Apology

I was mad at someone for altering the world to hate me.. I think it's more than one person.  I still don't take that.

I just ruined another mill (meal.)

My dad was all grumpy about me in attitude he secretly claims not to have, and I couldn't bring myself to go steady around it.  :(

My Eating

I had a whole bowl of cooked okra last night.

You cannot punish a person with mind altering drugs.

Have you experienced

in the real world being shelved for posterity rather than going on?  Like, you're an example and young people look up to you, but it's about them and not you?  Imagine yourself put up in front of the world for kids to enjoy and it's about them in a way is never about you.  Imagine the music and setting and sense the sensation!

No Hard Feelings

on my parents or anything

Discrimination

People are telling me I'm not that good cuz my weight won't lessen.  I just noticed this fact.

Also, it is not peaceful in the foolishness of America or Orlando or Florida some.  I feel a constant turmoil.

My weight won't lesson cuza my meds, I think.  I try other ways.

I feel a constant turmoil in America over nothing, like people wanna leave now.

Most people can't seem to lose weight who aren't famous.  People are so lazy.  I didn't work out today cuz I wanna nap and I don't do abs/cardio 2 days in a row cuz it's new.  It's easy to see if someone is trying or not to lose weight.  Most people aren't happy with who they are.  Like their parents each.

I mean no offense, just noticing facts as I go and trying to make an appropriate post outta them.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My premature or maybe ultimate solution is to listen and quietly wish away the days I leave the house hopefully for good, but that's only if I do, what's it called, "student work" in a college?  Sometimes, I think I am here to protect my parents from one another.  I can't do that, for good, tho.  Tho, I am already 28.  Good advice.

Lunchtime

Nite Again Soon

I got a book last night.

Dr. Phil's 20/20 Diet.

Dr. Phi - Facebook

It is a sin to put yourself in that situation, but it grows by the years, it seems, until you realize ways to stop it.