Playing Games With My Mind

In Phantom of the Opera by ALW, I would be like a Phantom personality Christine, and Bella Thorne would be more like the typical female in a way, like Raoul should be.

So, sorry

I was so confused on what was popular to say.

You're all twisted

"chauvinistic pigs"

but you don't

call other people the N word cuz you want them to be your friend.  I know what you really mean and meant.

So, I see..

..teenagers at the mall bunching up together.

My Stance

I hinted at no offense, here, too.  Nothing bad happened.  Just me being called the n word.

I said

I don't agree with you.  You're invading me.  That's a crime, similar to m*****.

The Source of the Present Problem

Okay, they said, "You're a n*****" pretty plainly.  Get this on Dr. Phil.  This is hysterical.

I don't need people to bug me about when I used to curse on my blog about the noises and ways things load on my computer put with me to annoy me.

I don't need to be inconvenienced cuz you know I wanted to go to the bathroom.  Can't you hold anything in?

I guess I'll go take a shower now.  How exciting.  Bye!

My Mom

She's big on if I sound like I'm criticizing all the time.  That's called being smart and figuring things out.  It's something you live on.  Most people do it.  I do it in something called a blog, tho.  It's a place to solve problems, not just hurt people.

I was mainly concerned..

..about things being so awkward and bad for those involved.  I had reflected on it awhile.

Maybe, I have more to worry about?  Not really.

Also, I'm worried what my parents will think of this.  I just don't need that kind of stress.

Being Negative

How can just 1 person in a group always be so intimidating?  Maybe, it's time to move on and accept new friends, but they just don't come along.

I got told..

..supposedly I can't juggle having a relationship with more than 1 person.

That instead of me being considered okay, someone else gets to feel they're okay, instead.  That's not true.  It can't happen "instead."  I never said not to talk to anyone else and in fact encourage you to figure out how elating that experience has been in my past.  Everyone is happy and gets what they deserve or can feel inner self worth.

I know it seems weird I brought it up, but I'm not the mum type and I wasn't fighting.  You just want to think I was fighting.  I can see my parents wanting to think that, for instance.  They would say I was and that I was in trouble in a "secret message."

Ignoring It

So many people have so many things against me right now.

What do you want then?

What is anyone trying to argue?

injun Dad

I don't think my white/indian dad .. I don't think my mom likes him for being like a Chinese.

I never think such things.

It is now or was

more reasonable than you think, but you chose to interpret it how you did.

So..

..judging me by "what I've already done" do you judge what's in my head or what comes out?

I love this!